| tonight i watched the sex and the city movie. it did this thing to me that i feel guilty about every time it happens. it made me not understand how it is possible that the relationships that a i had love in didn't work out and made me happy that someone really loves me now. it sucked the mushy girl out of me and i loved it for that.
also, my apartment warms my heart tonight with its 1930's tray doors and crown moulding. the lamp, which belonged to my grandpa, that i took when my brother left it behind is glowing on the red walls. what a rare occasion that i am dazzled by the beauty that surrounds me every day. it reminds me why i care so much about my home. |
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| today is my 30th birthday. i'll post photos of the great dinner party on sat soon. it was a great way to welcome 30. tonight indian food and a movie in. i think the 30s are going to be a much more relaxed decade. that is if elliott lets me. |
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|  finally chairs for the table, I think i'm going to recover the cushions
my planter is pretty thanks to my neighbors
elliott kept saying, "give the bird the milk"
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| it is officially time to loose that last 10 lbs from having a baby 2.5 years ago. i think part of me was worried that i'd loose it and then just go through the whole process again. now that there is a slight chance that i won't be able to have any more children, I'm ready to do push myself into fitting into all those old clothes. no excuses. i'm really trying to pump myself up here. time to join the gym i guess. |
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